the greatest battles are those in the mind.


Thursday, April 13, 2006


I LIKE SO DAMN PISSED OFF CAN?
SERIOUSLY, MDM Z__Y OH WAS THE MAIN REASON FOR ME DISLIKING, OR RATHER, HATING DANCE. SHAN'T NAME HER IN CASE I GET INTO TROUBLE WITH LAW. BEING SUED. BLAH. SHE FREAKING HAD MY BAD STOLEN THAT TIME UNDER HER NOSE, MAKING ME LOSE THOUSAND OVER DOLLARS OF STUFF INCLUDING DIGITAL CAMERA(IT BELONGS TO MY DA JIE, HAD TO PAY HER BACK MONEY), WALLET(OF COURSE WITH MONEY, IC, EZ LINK, CASH, CASH CARD, BLAH), MP3(IT WAS ONLY 2 DAYS OLD! I PAID HALF OF IT WHILE THE OTHER HALF WAS PAID MY MY DA JIE AS MY BDAY GIFT)HANDPHONE (IT WAS 7 MONTHS OLD ONLY. I LOVE THAT PHONE LOR) PLUS MY SCHOOL WORK. F**K! I HATE HER! MAMA WANTED TO COMPLAIN. I STOPPED HER. I TOTALLY REGRET NOW. SHE GAVE ME $250. WTH! FOR MORE THAN $1000, SHE TRIED TO REPAY BY GIVING ME THAT LITTLE SUM OF MONEY? AND I BLOODY HAVE TO GO DOWN TO LAVENDAR TO DO MY IC AGAIN WHICH COST $100. AND IM SO DAMN LAZY TO DO SO. BUT I NEED IT FOR MY O LEVEL. SHE STUPIDLY KEEP THE MONEY WHEN I RETURN HER. SHE SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST GOT MY A CHEAP HANDPHONE, DIGITAL CAMERA, MP3! ITS THE XIN YI LOR!
AND TODAY, SHE LIED! I ASKED WHEN WHAT TIME CAN WE LEAVE CAUSE I'M BRING ONE WHOLE HEAVY BOX OF BOOKS BACK HOME. SHE TOLD ME AFTER THE REHEASEL. IT WAS UNTIL 4.20PM ONLY. SHE WENT BACK TO MUSIC ROOM TALK N TALK N TALK. AS IF SHE CAN DANCE REALLY WELL. I TOLD HER WANTO PEAK HOUR LE. I NEED TO LEAVE (PEAK HOUR = PAYING MORE TAXI FARE CAUSE GOT TRAFFIC JAM PLUS NEED TO PAY 1BUCK MORE. FROM SCHOOL BACK HOME WITHOUT TRAFFIC JAM IS BAD ENOUGH ALREADY LOR) ANYWAY, SHE REFUSED TO LET ME GO. I ENDED UP GOING OFF AT AROUND 5.05PM. WAITED FOR TAXI UNTIL 6. THERE WAS STILL NO TAXIS!!! F**K! AN INDIAN GIRL TRIED TO CUT THE Q. GOT SCOLDED BY ANGRY, PISSED OFF, TIRED CECILIA. WELL, IM VERY VERY VERY DANGEROUS WHEN IM ANGRY AND TIRED. BETTER TO AVOID ME DURING THAT TIME. ANYWAY, AFTER THAT PAPA CALLED, SAY HE IS FREE LE, HE CAN FETCH ME. HE REACHED AT AROUND 6.30. WELL, EXPECTED, TRAFFIC JAM. REACHED HOME AT 7.40. HURR. DAMN LATE. ALL THANKS TO MY BITCHY SLUTY STUPID IDIOT ASSHOLE BELOVED Z__Y OH. I "LOVE" HER TO BITS MAN! ARGH! SHE SUCKS LARHS!
anyway, our school won the champion for volleyball. great job =)
tomorrow is good friday. i'm happy =)

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HATE
DANCE

had a really nice assembly this morning. it was on stress. pretty entertaining talk. we were also taught "rani breathing" lolx. stupid =)

Stressed is Desserts spelled backwards.
Stress is only a perception which exists everywhere for everyone.
A stressor/stressx0r is a catalyst which triggers stress.
To de-stress, do not sleep (oh my, I've been doing it wrong all these while ~.~)
Stress for yourself =! Stress for others.

People who are prone to stress generally are :
Unsocial
Anxious
Imitable
Insecure
Pessimistic
Tense

Triggers for stress include: loud noises, inconsiderate drivers, deadlines, test/exams, big events such as a huge performance or an important competition.
The school left out smokers and hooligans are also triggers.

Stress results in:
Aging
Gain/loss of weight
Fatigue and headaches
Slower/stunted growth
Weaker immune system
Prone to heart diseases, gastric pain
weird bowel movements

However, stress can also motivate oneself, enabling one to reach teh potential hidden in 'em.
Lack of stress can also be a problem

To manage stress, plan a timetable , stay healthy blah blah.

Ah.. You know you're stressed when you are able to see individual air molecules vibrating.
(taken from noel. he actually jot them down!!!)


moon kian, happy birthday =)



CECILIA
8:41 PM